When I finished watching Chosen I was convinced that Buffy loved Spike, he didn't believed her and then he died. *sigh

Then I went online, found out about AtS, Buffy-fandom, the dreadful comics ...

The only thing that still keeps me on this is: last I heard from Joss yes, she loves Spike...or maybe Satsu...sometimes I don't know for sure said at that Humanitarian award Harvard thing.

can't see the vid now (@work) but I'll check it out at home.